Only Love

2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

[Chorus]

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye


gosh im feeling so sad now

I need to be more focused
get into the correct state of mind

the comp's so distracting!
hahah

jesus, we're living for your name
we'll never be ashamed of you
whoa oh oh
i'll praise for all eternity
take take take it all 
take take take it all
take take take it all!

this song's super addictive


im off to find the whiney song

1. grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line four
Column 5 and 6 are obtained in the same way

2. stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
my computer screen

3. last thing you watched on TV?
some weird advertisement. cant remember what

4. without looking, guess what time it is? the actual time?
guess: 12 am
actual 12.09am

6. what can you hear with exception of the computer?
the fan blowing

7. when did you last step outside? what were you doing?
today. having sch

8. what did you look at before you started this survey?
friendster

9. What are you wearing?
shirt and shorts

10. did you dream last night?
no. i wished though

11. When did you last laugh?
just.

12. what is on the walls of the room you are in?
erh paint? and some art piece

13. seen anything weird lately?
nope

14 what do you think of this quiz?
what do you think?

15. what is the last film you saw?
the prestige

16. becoming a multi-millionaire overnight,what would you buy?
a palace

17. tell me something about you that I don't know.
im not what you think i am

18. what is one thing you would change about the world?
pollution

19. do you like to dance?
yupp

20. George W Bush... american?
yupp. isnt he?

21. If your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
justina, tania, adelle..

22. if your first child is a boy,what do you call him?
julian, jake, justin, derrick, eric, jared..

23. have you ever considered living abroad?
yupp. switzerland or paris!

24. what do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
I love you

25. 20 people who must do this in their journal or blog.
20 ppl

today was my first air-rifle shooting comp
met lanlin at woodlands
then pet and her mum at bukit batok
her mom's funny
my mum doesnt even use the term 'ubberdan?'
wahahha

saw snr calissa
i dont think she remembers me
i think she remembers pet though

my aiming was LOUSYY
the girl behind me was cursing all the way
which i found out later on was some very pro shooter
her shots were very good
and the girl in front of me kept on asking her coach to come asses her shots
tskk

and i dropped my towel
whats wrong with me
i felt a bit better though when pet and lanlin dropped things too
hahahah

my sighters also tore apart
some nice guy saw it and gave me a new one
was so grateful

ate their macs burger
and left after the short briefing
i must remember not to move my legs

i think owning your own suit and rifle is VERY COOL
yuanyu has her own rifle
which is lighter than the original one
don and gerard has their own suits
so cool
haha
but i realised tt it can only have 3 letters on it
so mine would either be LIT
or NLT
both i dont like tt much
i want LITING
hahahah

went to heeren with lanlin to accompany her to buy her addidas bag
i think her bag's  nice
but the salmon skin shoe was kind of gross
the design of the shop was nice though

headed to j8 to buy piano books
i really hope teacher gets me into the grade 7 exam
i dont want to waste another year

rotted for like 1hour plus while waiting for my mum and bro
which in the end they didnt come
i wasted my time in j8 looking at stuff tt didnt interest me at all
j8 is seriously boring
and because of them, 
I MISSED MY LAST EPISODE OF PRISON BREAK
*cries*
i always miss my first and/or last episode of any show i watch
lost, wangzibianqingwa, local dramas and now prison break
%^&$$^&!
i think i shall just stick to borrowing vcds and dvds

i want to borrow STEP UP and THE PRESTIGE!
hahaha
someone lend me?
(:

oh and tmr's the superstar final
I HOPE DAREN TAN WINS
ahahaha
he reminds me of penguin
ah wells
but i would be equally as happy if diya won

CJ LIFE
today was the third day of orientation
lionel and priscilla poon were our facils
hahaha
they are so hilarious
shall recap

FIRST DAY
got into index group 33
(tt's my b'dae!! 3.3 hahahah)
icebreakers were okay
couldnt remember many ppl's names
then when i had to play wacko i was so lost!
stupid crimson spoiled my day
mass dance was dumb
some j2 girl came up to dance with clara who was in front of me
then joanna, jiayi and i had no partner
so we had to dance as a trio or with an invisible dance partner
(i was imagining taylor! haha)
anyways i went home pretty pissed and tired
a fish out of water

SECOND DAY
mass dance early in the morn
this time casey was my partner
i couldnt get one move right!
im quite sad
and tt was my first hand (pun intended) experience of dancing with a guy
not quite what i expected
played rotational games
hahaha it was quite fun
i played most of them before, during crescent nc days
the flour one was the easiest and most nostalgic

THIRD DAY
i did smth very dumb
i brought my camera to cj today
all ready to take pics with the IG
then i realised tt i left my batt at home!
how stupid can i get?
(hears 'very')

started with school tour
learnt alot of things tt im sure the teachers would never allow us to know
(:
mass dance with joshua
it was quite okay
and i think dancing with a taller guy makes dancing easier
i still find it very awkward to dance with a guy!
mass dance in crescent was quite okay
cos there wasnt much interaction during the dance
now its like so much interaction
it just leaves me comment-less

then went to the old police acad
took alot of pics! (:
got very dirty
lying in mud is quite gross
the DOTA (defense of the ASS. LAWL) was quite fun
snatching 'tails' from ppls butts are fun too
we didnt get to play the swimming pool game thingy
):
then played the waterbombs game
timothy's hp then got lost
seaching for it was tough
and i think i got sunburnt because of that
became a red lobster
and my arms are not of the same colour!
tskk
the last time i had uneven tan was like during ndp05
i am comment-less again

cca exhibition was fun yet boring after a while
i drank two bottles of ice mountain
felt so full after tt
signed up for shooting, judo, canoeing
OH OH
and the feeling of being 'thrown' down by some judo person was thirlling!!
hahaha
rebecca was looking at me so weirdly when i told her abt it

today's the last day of being with IG33
im actually quite sad
just as we got close, we had to split up
couldnt they like just extend the orientation a day longer?!
ah wells
but life has to still go on
AZA AZA FIGHTING!
hahahaha

EDRIC TURNS ONE TODAY!!
my cousin's son (aka my 'nephew') is very cute!!



went to singtel office where my cousin works in for the party
met other cousins
played pool
darts
and mixed arnd with cousins
even went into the gym
it was very nice cos nobody was there

bros and i were acting quite retarded

ben shooting blindly


but hey! they arent guns, they're actually dart cases


and here is me playing a pool act
ahahahha

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